
this is one of the hardest things i've ever been through.
i'm sitting here with tears running down my face.
we were up at jim's grandpa's property for the weekend.
and yesterday morning when we got there copper was playing with the big dogs (like he always does) and one of the big dogs bit copper really bad.
it was so hard to see him in so much pain...and he died within an hour of getting hurt.
we were able to bury him on the farm there.
i've never been so attached to an animal before.
and i've never lost a pet before.
he was the perfect dog for our family.
and he was my buddy. he'd always sit with me.
and the kids adored him.
it was so hard on jim to have to tell sage what happened.
and to be honest i'm having a much harder time with it than i anticipated.
coming home and having emerson call for "coppy" was so hard.
he was such a big part of our everyday lives...and he will be missed so very very much.
i know it will get easier...and that eventually we'll find another dog that we'll love.
but right now my heart just hurts.